I awoke and went to find Phil, the Chief Steward you’ll remember. He showed me our Captain’s quarters, the rest of the quarterdeck, some basic supply areas and at last the private dining area.
If I’m remembering correctly we were on the top deck now where this dining room was situated. Phil told me it’s where the Skipper, First Mates, Engineers, etc., would have their meals. “You’ll give them the menu after they’re seated and take their orders. Well, you know what to do,” he said to me with confidence.
“They’ll be coming up in about an hour,” he pointed out the coffee machine as he spoke along with the table linens, sink, refrigerator, dishes & silverware, you know all that stuff to lay a neat table for the officers in their exclusive dining room.
I’d always have my right hand man to assist me in the dining room. I would utilize the dumbwaiter system for the food to come up from the kitchen below. At the end of the meals we’d make use of it again for the return of the meal dishes. I would also wear a starched white waiter’s jacket and those were kept aside on a few hooks… always at least three or four clean ones.
At this time the ship wasn’t fully staffed so only a few crew I would tend to. As they took their seats they introduced themselves to me and were kind. When the Skipper came into the room Phil pointed him out.
And when the diners departed the room, my assistant and I had our breakfast and then cleaned up, changing the table linens, making sure the floor was cleaned up and putting everything put away.
Phil arrived in time to see that all was done. “You’re off for the next three and a half hours till lunch duty so have your time. Go ashore if you like or rest or whatever. And yes, Masala you have an appointment with the Skipper at 2:30 this afternoon. You’ll be done with the lunch well before that. He’ll be expecting you in his quarters.”
I left the ship to walk around Concord and most important to call Diana myself. I walked up to a pay phone, pick one, any one, there were many scattered about here and there. I deposited my coins and made the call.
Yesterday Phil had provided much useful information to me of which now I would share with my wife. After asking after Alok’s health, I asked about Amar and Asha (I was missing my children even more now that I realized I wouldn’t be seeing my family anytime soon … maybe even never again).
‘How are you doing?’ I gingerly asked her knowing what I was about to lay on her. It didn’t sound as though she was suspicious so I began to let it roll out. ‘I didn’t get the opportunity to sail in the direction of Fiji.’
“Oh no, why not?” she asked rather casually. In the quiet moment that followed she then of course wanted to know, “When are you coming home?” My heart began to beat a little faster as I replied, ‘I don’t know.’ Diana plainly put it forward, “What do you mean you don’t know?”
‘I’ve been assigned to one of many ships belonging to Hudson Waterways which has been contracted by the U. S. Government during this war. This is what the Chief Steward has explained to me dear.’
I listened for a few moments for her feedback but all I would hear was her deep breathing and so I continued, ‘I’m headed for Vietnam at the end of this week and the return date is unknown.’ Heavy silence remained on her side for a moment longer. “Did I hear you say you’re sailing to Vietnam?”
I told her she heard right and I begin speaking quicker. I fed her all the information I had. Diana just listened … or fainted, I don’t know. I added that I was now technically employed by the United States Merchant Marines. I also said that I couldn’t get back to Los Angeles before we departed and that we would be sailing under the American flag as a division of the United States Coast Guard.
For added comfort I added the fact that the U. S. Marines would always be protecting us. We were after all transporting vital supplies for the war effort. “I don’t believe this is happening!” Okay she was still with me on the phone.
I told her about the pay, how it would be administered and that when we were within the border of the war zone (hazard pay), it meant double pay. I don’t know what comfort that really brought her at the moment but there, I put it all on the table. I think harder than the fact of my destination was the realization that we couldn’t see each other before I left.
Vietnam would have plenty of time to sink in. What else did we have? I know I didn’t need to remind her but I did; Susan and Lisa being there really was such a huge advantage. Diana told me the kids were playing with their cousin (Lisa’s son) having a happy time and so I chose not to speak to them on this call.
Unless I said something to them about what was happening they wouldn’t know but hearing their voices I expected, would devastate me and so I did not speak to them. To be sure I would on the next call.
Conversation about the rest of everything transpired, I gave her an address to where she’d be able to write to me (everything went through New York) and so it came to pass and I sensed Diana was attempting to project strength on her part, for my sake and that didn’t occur to me till after I hung up the phone and opened the glass door, stepping outside of the phone booth.
The meeting with the Captain went well and why wouldn’t it. He seemed a nice man speaking plainly with me and also with decency. We finalized my employment that afternoon. The Skipper had asked me questions mainly in regards with pay distribution to my family and final wishes should the need arise.
“And if you choose to go ashore at any port, be it known it’s your own discretion. Also you’ll be given a ‘shore allowance’ from your own pay if you require it, you need only ask.”
I smiled when the Skipper mentioned all the ports we may encounter. “Oh yes and if you choose to go ashore in the not-so-favorable parts of the world and get your ass blown off, know it’s your call.”
One day as the last of the supplies and bombs were being loaded, there happened a fire in the hold, the bay if you will. A few of the guys (not your everyday warship crew) and myself panicked, having never been in such a situation before … ever, decided to run off the ship and were stopped at the gangway. “Where you running off to?” we were questioned.
Blank looks on our face, wondering why we were stopped and told straight up, “If this ship blows the whole town goes up!” It was clear we couldn’t outrun the explosion should one occur. We remained on the ship.
The fire was quickly handled by the crew who (thank God) knew what to do and in the end well, in the back of my mind this fear would stay with me every night …day time too actually.